we walked in the garden, we planted a tree [Aidan]

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[August 30th, 2011]

She'd been spending a lot of time at the waterfall lately. The rave was over, but Rachel could still feel the tremble of the bass under her skin. The hangover was past, but she could still feel the pain of guilt and confusion. She had just wanted to have some fun, let loose for a night and now she was starting to think that she'd ruined one of her closest friendships here on the island.

Not to mention opened herself up to an entirely new avenue of sexuality she'd never considered before.

But at the heart, she thought the sexuality thing wasn't even the important part. Well it was important, but she knew eventually it would take care of itself. She'd just never thought of it before, was all and was trying not to think about it now. The really important part was that she was pretty sure her best friend would never speak to her again and that hurt Rachel more than she wanted to admit. So Gabrielle maybe had a little crush on her? So had Alistaire Stuart, and they'd managed to stay friends, but lately Gabby wasn't even talking to her and that made things worse. She couldn't repair, or work on, or even talk about their friendship if Gabby wouldn't even see her.

Standing on the edge of the cliff and looking down, Rachel wondered if things really had been simpler back home. Kill Gabriel. Kill the bastards that had killed her family. Sleep with Korvus, who loved her and she... she loved him. At least she was pretty sure she did. The longer she was here, the more she started to doubt that. And did that mean she'd taken advantage of him? Had she taken advantage of Gabby? She didn't want to think that she had. she didn't want to admit that her loneliness combined with the alcohol and drugs and... she'd just gone too far.

But if she couldn't talk to Gabby... she couldn't work it out. God, was there anything Rachel could do right? She looked down at the rolling water and debated with herself before deciding that ultimately, she couldn't make a decision today. If Gabby wouldn't talk to her, she couldn't make amends. And she wasn't home so she couldn't sort things out with Korvus. All she had was today and a deep pool of water just begging to be dove into. Which is what she did, diving with almost perfect accuracy to the center of the pool, trusting that it was deep enough for the dive.

It was, but as Rachel surfaced she realized that diving from such heights had it's disadvantages. Like stripping the tops of bikinis off one's body. Looking around, Rachel tried to see where her top had gone, or if she was going to end up rushing home with her hands as her only modesty.

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"You're going to have me," he reassured her as he moved on top of her, lips kissing sporadically along her body as he moved up along her. His hips ground against her, needing more of the friction that he had lost with the removal of her hand.

His tongue licked lightly against her ear as he gave another growl. When he spoke, his lips teased against the sensitive folds of her ear.

"Have me over and over. Going to take you again and again. God you already feel amazing."

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"Christ..." She moaned softly, grinding back, the ache between her legs intensifying with the feel of him so close to being inside her. Her hands ran over his hips, his back, his ass, nails drawing long the skin, remembering how he'd liked that earlier. She wanted him to feel everything she was feeling.

The things he said, the pleasurable oblivion he promised... it was another drug. She knew it, deep down, she knew it wouldn't help her in the long run, but as her hand reached for the condoms on her bedside table she didn't care. Deal with it later. She pressed the packet into his hand and ground her hips against his. "I can feel better."

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He hissed in pleasure as she ran her fingernails over his skin, biting on her shoulder as she did so. She seemed to be paying attention to what he liked, a very promising sign that she could recall that in the heat of the moment.

Aidan knew that his reveling in the feel of all of this without fighting back the urge to feed was getting out of hand, that in a way he was using her, but at the moment he didn't care. He pulled back for just a moment, tearing open the packet before sliding the condom on. It was an almost reassuring gesture, as if the responsibility of that action somehow made up for the irresponsibility of the others.

"I don't doubt that you can," he growled.

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She liked the biting, she had no idea why, but it made her groan and arch her body against his, nails tightening briefly on his hip. God, what was wrong with her? She leaned up on her elbows to watch him slide the condom on, trying not to look too obvious about it. Which was more or less beside the point by now, but still...

She sat up, sliding her hand around his neck so she could pull those warm lips towards hers, pull him down against her as she ran her foot along the back of his calf. "Think I'm ready when you are." She sealed her lips against his, kissing him for all she was worth.

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Aidan liked the look she gave him, making him even more aroused, if that was even possible at this point. It seemed like they were perfectly in synch for this, both of them wanting it badly and just as into it as the other.

He kissed her back with equal passion, as if they were intensifying each others energy. He guided himself to her slit, teasing her clit for just a moment with the head of his cock before he thrust into her. He pressed himself all the way into her, not fast but strong, groaning as he felt her slide around him. It was like electric velvet, moving against him and he arched his back when he was full in her, staying still for a moment to fully feel her around him.

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Rachel cursed against his lips when he teased her, so close to what she wanted and yet not there yet. There was an ache inside her that she wanted filled, and while the emotional one was a lost case for the moment, the physical one? That he could do. That she wanted him to do.

"Aidan!" She gasped when he finally slid inside her, wincing a little as she felt her body shift and spread to accept him. There wasn't pain, just pressure, delicious, needed pressure and her hips shifted automatically to help him. "God, Aidan..."

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"Perfect, Rachel," he groaned. And it was, for that moment, for what he needed and wanted, it was perfect. The way she felt and moved was everything that he wanted and more, it was like she could read his mind.

Arching his hips, he ground against her, slow and hard to start. He wanted to go faster, to give everything he got but he forced himself to hold back just a bit, build it up for just a short while before completely letting go.

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Perfect didn't cover it for Rachel, powerful was closer to the truth as she felt him rolling into her, pressing her into the bed beneath them, pressing inside her. She tied to move with him, finding the rhythm that their bodies wanted, hips sliding together, arms wrapping around Aidan's body. She wanted him to move with her, through her, push her past her limit to something... more.

"Not... not gonna break." She nipped at his neck as she spoke low against his skin, voice heavy with her own need. If she was going to do this crazy thing, she wanted to do it.

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"Are gonna have to learn patience," Aidan grunted, pulling almost all the way out before slamming back in. As much as he loved her touching him, Aidan wanted this to be about her for a moment, for her to focus on nothing but taking him in. He twisted and grabbed her arms, pinning her hands above her head before he kissed her again, crushing his lips against hers.

He ground his hips against her again, slamming into her for a short while before slowing down again in what was agonizing torture for him. Each movement against her was pure bliss, the heat and the friction almost too much to bare but too good not to make last.

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Rachel gave a sharp cry of pleasure as she felt him ramming back into her, jolting her to her very core. It was harsh and it was hard and it was wrong in all the right ways and the feeling didn't stop when he pinned her. She writhed beneath him, pulling at his grasp but not quite trying to break it, more like she was testing it.

Her moans were caught by Aidan's kiss, and as she kissed him back she stopped fighting. When his thrusts slowed, she bit back her growl of frustration and focused on him, the slide in and out of her body, the shift of his weight against he. Bringing her leg up, Rachel looped it over his hip as she shifted to move with him.

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They fell easily into rhythm, and while his body had screamed for an uncontrolled release, once they started moving in synch it was amazing. He felt her hips grind up into him and he forcefully pushed back down against her. She felt hot and slick against him as he thrust into her over and over, each movement causing his body to pulse more and more in pleasure.

He got lost in it, the movements and the sensation, there was nothing in the world but the two of them and the pleasure they were giving each other. His grip on her wrists tightened a bit as he began to pick up speed, thrusts faster and more forceful now, cock pounding at her almost wildly as he began to lose a grip on his control, slipping into abandon.

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It was like some of her worst fantasies come to life, pinned, teased and now fucked like she'd never been before. And she couldn't help but want more, more of him, exciting her nerves inside and out with his rough movements, driving her closer and closer to her own oblivion. Each thrust eased the ache she felt just a little more, replacing it with pleasure.

"Aidan!" Hissing with the slight pain of his grip, Rachel arched beneath him, pulling at her arms again, desperate for something to hold onto as he sped up, pushing at her harder, making her cry out for more. Rachel couldn't even remember what she was saying, but she could feel her body responding in ways she'd never expected, hitching against his hips, trying to drive him deeper inside her. She could feel herself tighten, pressing ever closer to him so she could feel the slide of his skin over hers, another sensation to add to the others already building to a crest.

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Aidan didn't know who was more into this, Rachel or himself. Dominance in the bedroom wasn't really something he normally got off on, usually his partners were food, so dominance just came naturally. What he was getting off on though was how Rachel was responding, the more she loved him being forceful the more he loved down it. He shifted his hands so that his fingers were twined in her instead of gripping her wrists, changing the amount of contact minimally, but right now he wanted to touch her as much as possible.

"Want more of you," he grunted, slamming into her over and over again. He could feel his orgasm building and he struggled to hold it off as long as possible. Aidan could tell she was close and wanted to feel her release. She already felt so good, tight and wet along his cock as he pounded her that he could barely stand it. His hips thrust erratically as he began to lose control, almost animalistic and brutal in his need to feel himself thrust up into her again and again.

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Feeling Aidan's fingers twine with hers, she gasped, squeezing tight and digging her nails into the back of his hands without thinking, just knowing it was something she could hold onto, push against. The leg around him tightened as she tried to use it as leverage to thrust harder against him, take more pleasure from him, the other digging into the sheets beneath her, toes curling from the pressure building inside her.

Rachel could hardly breathe from the sensations battering at her and she lost sense and control of her own movements, letting his carry her away. All her focus was on that throbbing inside her, pushing deeper and deeper until she couldn't take it anymore. With a harsh cry, her body tightened and bucked against Aidan, releasing all the pent-up tension in a flood of pleasure.

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For just a split second, Aidan felt her orgasm hit ahead of his own as she tightened around him, crying out in her pleasure. It was only for a moment though, as her orgasm triggered his own and he exploded with pleasure.

His entire body shook with the force of it as he pulsed up into her. Waves of bliss rushed over him as his hips continued to move against her, coaxing every last bit of feeling from her body that he could. One wasn't going to be enough, there was no doubt about that, even as his brain went numb from how good it felt he knew he would need more of her.

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Rachel could feel him, all against her, all through her and she pulled a ragged breath through her teeth, trying to center herself. She ground against him, trying to pull as much form the moment as she could, trying to make it last as long as she could, for both of them. Because the moment it stopped, reality would intrude and she didn't want that. She wanted a lot of things, but that wasn't one of them.

"God, Aidan..." She raised her head, mouth finding his neck so she could nibble at the skin. She couldn't touch him, not with her hands still pinned, but she wanted contact. More contact, more ways to prolong what she was feeling.

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Hissing in pleasure, Aidan released her hands and dropped down on her a bit, resting most of his weight on his elbows while his body pressed down against her. Gasping for breath, he panted against her skin as he tried to make the world stop spinning for a moment and gather his thoughts. Small aftershocks of pleasure still shot through him at her movements, even as he felt his orgasm dying away.

"Fuck you feel amazing," he gasped, chest rising and falling against hers. It had been powerful and wild and everything he had wanted right then and he was already eager for more.

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"Mmmmm," she chuckled, running her hands over his body, down over his hips, gently squeezing his ass. She could feel every nerve in her body, satisfied and yet... not and it felt crazy. She had never done anything like this before, and she had half a mind to do it again, maybe again. She suddenly got the whole casual sex thing because God knew she wasn't thinking about anything but him right now and that had been the whole point, right?

Pressing her forehead against his, she kissed him briefly, tasting the salt of sweat on his lips. "I have never, ever, done anything like this, but yeah... amazing."

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He liked how her hands felt on him, how she was touching him because she liked how he felt. As she squeezed his ass he gave her neck a nip before being caught in her quick kiss. Her movements all seemed impulsive, as if she wasn't thinking about them, just doing what came natural, what she wanted to do.

"You're definitely doing it right," he told her with a small chuckle. "Wild, needy, uninhibited. Hope you're not done though."

The last phrase was punctuated with a roll of his hips, pressing his cock back up into her as it was already growing hard again, letting her know that he certainly wasn't done.

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She pressed back against him with a slight gasp, surprised... and more than a little interested. She could already feel her heart skip and pulse race at the idea and it wasn't as if... she hadn't already done the deed once already. If she was really cutting loose she might as well really cut loose, take it for what it was.

"Not even close." She raked her nails over his back, pulling him into another kiss, this one deeper than the last as she slid her body against his, feeling his chest against her breasts, his hips against hers. She gave a chuckle as she nipped at his lip, "What did you have in mind?"

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Aidan gave a low hum of satisfaction as her nails ran over his back and she kissed him deeply. The kiss was good, just a bit wild and full of satisfaction, not quite as urgently needy as before.

"Let's find out how wild you can be?" he said, flashing her a challenging grin. "You want this so bad, want to get lost in it, then just take it."

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Blushing, Rachel bit her lip and covered her mouth with her hand as she fought a sudden bout of laughter. It was a little ridiculous to hear him to say that, but she had to admit it was kinda hot and she was a little interested in the idea. Taking control, something she didn't really feel like she had, it appealed to something in her.

She sat up, ran her nails along the nape of his neck and looked at him, trying to see if he was making some kind of joke or tease her as she gently pushed him back against the bed. "You sure?" Rachel looked at him, running her hand over his chest, down over his abdomen.

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Aidan watched her silently as she considered what he had to say. She seemed amused by the idea, toying with it in her mind. He could tell that she was going to do it, the way she was still aroused and growing more so. He laughed as she pushed him back, grinning up at her as she ran her fingers along him.

"Absolutely," he said, running his hands up her body to cup her breasts. "Do you want to go this far and not take control of it all? For one... small moment you can take and have everything you want right at that time."

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Leaning forward, she brushed a kiss against his lips, leaning into that warm touch as she considered what he said. Everything she wanted, all her needs satisfied, and right now. She pressed another kiss to his chest, before sliding off the bed for a moment to dispose of the used condom, coming back to slide in next to him, running her hand over his body.

"What if I don't know what I want? Except you, more." Rachel blushed again, she really wasn't that experienced or adventurous but she knew she still ached for him. Her hand reached to wrap around him, stroking him to get him hard again as she moved to straddle his legs.

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Aidan knew that Rachel wasn't a virgin, that much had been obvious, but he was beginning to realize just how inexperienced she really might be. He almost felt guilty about taking advantage of that inexperience, but before he could her hand wrapped around his cock again and all such thoughts were gone.

"I think I can help with that," he told her, arching his hips again as he quickly began to grown hard again. One hand slid up her outer thigh while the other reached for another condom. He felt fairly certain that once she got going, Rachel would figure out how to take control of what she wanted just fine.