we walked in the garden, we planted a tree [Aidan]

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[August 30th, 2011]

She'd been spending a lot of time at the waterfall lately. The rave was over, but Rachel could still feel the tremble of the bass under her skin. The hangover was past, but she could still feel the pain of guilt and confusion. She had just wanted to have some fun, let loose for a night and now she was starting to think that she'd ruined one of her closest friendships here on the island.

Not to mention opened herself up to an entirely new avenue of sexuality she'd never considered before.

But at the heart, she thought the sexuality thing wasn't even the important part. Well it was important, but she knew eventually it would take care of itself. She'd just never thought of it before, was all and was trying not to think about it now. The really important part was that she was pretty sure her best friend would never speak to her again and that hurt Rachel more than she wanted to admit. So Gabrielle maybe had a little crush on her? So had Alistaire Stuart, and they'd managed to stay friends, but lately Gabby wasn't even talking to her and that made things worse. She couldn't repair, or work on, or even talk about their friendship if Gabby wouldn't even see her.

Standing on the edge of the cliff and looking down, Rachel wondered if things really had been simpler back home. Kill Gabriel. Kill the bastards that had killed her family. Sleep with Korvus, who loved her and she... she loved him. At least she was pretty sure she did. The longer she was here, the more she started to doubt that. And did that mean she'd taken advantage of him? Had she taken advantage of Gabby? She didn't want to think that she had. she didn't want to admit that her loneliness combined with the alcohol and drugs and... she'd just gone too far.

But if she couldn't talk to Gabby... she couldn't work it out. God, was there anything Rachel could do right? She looked down at the rolling water and debated with herself before deciding that ultimately, she couldn't make a decision today. If Gabby wouldn't talk to her, she couldn't make amends. And she wasn't home so she couldn't sort things out with Korvus. All she had was today and a deep pool of water just begging to be dove into. Which is what she did, diving with almost perfect accuracy to the center of the pool, trusting that it was deep enough for the dive.

It was, but as Rachel surfaced she realized that diving from such heights had it's disadvantages. Like stripping the tops of bikinis off one's body. Looking around, Rachel tried to see where her top had gone, or if she was going to end up rushing home with her hands as her only modesty.

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Aidan wasn't sure if he liked the pleading or the physical reactions more. Thankfully, he didn't have to choose as she seemed to be more than eager to do both. If she was going to plead like that though, he'd gladly do what she asked.

He repeated the action again, slightly faster this time, while simultaneously moving one hand up to grip her breasts again. His tongue flicked against her clit while he pinched at her nipple. He wanted her to feel so much, to get lost in all the sensations that were happening and that he was giving her.

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Rachel's hips canted towards that talented mouth and her head fell back against the wall, moaning softly. How long had it been since she'd felt anything like this? She was quickly losing herself to the sensation, each swipe and flick building up inside her and all she wanted was more.

It was hard, but she tried to keep from gripping him too tightly, even as she gasped at the added sensation from his fingers. She whispered his name even as she arched her back in pleasure.

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Aidan's tongue slipped up inside her while his free hand replaced his mouth at her clit. In two hundred years, there were several things Aidan had gotten very good at, and things related to sex was one of them. Fingers, lips, and tongue continued their ministrations, coaxing as much pleasure from her body as possible.

And he loved that she was getting into it with her all. She wasn't holding back, he could feel her giving herself over to the pleasure and how much she was enjoying it, which only made him more eager.

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"Ohhh, Aidan..." Her breath hitched in her chest, voice pitching a little higher as he continued. She could feel him, breath and lips and fingers and tongue all working to break her apart and she wanted it all so badly. Her legs were weakening as her entire body seemed to focus on that one thing, that rising tide that was threatening to drown her.

She could feel it starting, threatening to take her over and she pulled lightly at his short hair with a gasp. Each slip inside her, each gentle rub pushed her further and further until she could barely say his name again.

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The tugging at his hair got another growl and Aidan knew that she was close. His lips found her clit again, sucking slightly as his hand now slipped inside her, searching for that spot that would drive her even more insane. She was going to completely lose it when she did, he could tell, there was something pent up inside of her that needed a release.

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"Oh, God..."

The constant pressure against her clit made her groan and gasp anew as she arched against him again, feeling the switch and fingers now working inside of her, hard and sliding against her walls. She knew she didn't have much left, that she only needed a little more before she broke and it wasn't long before he found what he was looking for and the pressure inside her spiked.

Crying out Aidan's name, her body twitched and clenched around him as she came, the pleasure completely taking her over, whiting out her vision as she let go of everything. And for the moment, she knew absolute peace.

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That was it, that's what he had wanted, to prime her with an orgasm that rocked her entire body. He continued as she spasmed around him, feeling her body taught against him. His tongue flicked almost rhythmically against her clit as he helped her ride out the orgasm.

He loved the feeling, knowing he brought his partner so much pleasure. He loved that on the island, that feeling was untainted by the desire to feed. Aidan wanted nothing more than to fuck Rachel as much and as long as he could, to bring them both to bliss over and over again, and it was almost more than he could handle.

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It took her a few moments to catch her breath, to let her racing body slow enough so her mind could take back some control. Christ, if he was that good at this, what was he gonna be like when they actually made it into a bed? Her hand caressed his scalp, digging her nails in lightly as she took a few more breaths to steady herself.

"You've... done this a few times, haven't you?" She chuckled lightly, bringing her other hand to join the first, feeling the hair under her fingers. "Can't wait to see what other ideas you have."

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Aidan kissed back up her body until he could nuzzle along her neck and shoulder. He swore he could feel her heart beating and the panting breaths made her chest move against him in the most wonderful of ways.

"It's... not my first time," he reassured her, chuckling low before pulling back and running a hand through her hair. "And I think you're going to like what I have in mind."

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She leaned into that touch, loving the feel of his fingers in her hair, his lips on her neck. When he found a particularly sensitive part, she groaned, gripping his hips and pulling him tight against her. As good as she felt, she wanted to feel better, and she was pretty sure he could do that for her.

She ran a hand over the front of his hip, reaching between them to wrap her fingers around his arousal, loving the feeling of him heavy and hard against her palm as she started to stroke him lightly. "Tell me, better yet show me. Make it so I can't think anymore, Aidan. I don't want to think anymore." That was the whole point of this, wasn't it? Find someone, screw them until she couldn't focus enough to think about all the stupid crap she'd done lately.

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For a moment, Aidan couldn't think to answer her, all he could focus on was the feel of her hand stroking him. It was a small release for all the pent up need he'd been feeling, but it only served to make him want more. Aidan needed to be on her, filling her, feeling her around him and taking him in.

"That I can definitely do," he assured her, his voice a growl. His hands moved to her hips and he pushed her toward the bed. Once she was under him, he could do all sorts of wonderful things for them both.

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"Good." She liked the way that sounded, wild and dangerous. He was pulling something out of her, something she wasn't sure she liked but she sure as hell thought she needed. It was crazy, but it was taking her away from everything that was confusing and hurting so she let him move her. But she didn't move her hand from him until she absolutely had to to slide on the bed.

She laid back, making herself comfortable, heart hammering in her chest as she pulled at Aidan's arm. "Can't believe how bad I want you, what you're doing to me, what I'm doing..." She was babbling and she had to bite her lip to stop the nervous giggle.

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"You're going to have me," he reassured her as he moved on top of her, lips kissing sporadically along her body as he moved up along her. His hips ground against her, needing more of the friction that he had lost with the removal of her hand.

His tongue licked lightly against her ear as he gave another growl. When he spoke, his lips teased against the sensitive folds of her ear.

"Have me over and over. Going to take you again and again. God you already feel amazing."

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"Christ..." She moaned softly, grinding back, the ache between her legs intensifying with the feel of him so close to being inside her. Her hands ran over his hips, his back, his ass, nails drawing long the skin, remembering how he'd liked that earlier. She wanted him to feel everything she was feeling.

The things he said, the pleasurable oblivion he promised... it was another drug. She knew it, deep down, she knew it wouldn't help her in the long run, but as her hand reached for the condoms on her bedside table she didn't care. Deal with it later. She pressed the packet into his hand and ground her hips against his. "I can feel better."

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He hissed in pleasure as she ran her fingernails over his skin, biting on her shoulder as she did so. She seemed to be paying attention to what he liked, a very promising sign that she could recall that in the heat of the moment.

Aidan knew that his reveling in the feel of all of this without fighting back the urge to feed was getting out of hand, that in a way he was using her, but at the moment he didn't care. He pulled back for just a moment, tearing open the packet before sliding the condom on. It was an almost reassuring gesture, as if the responsibility of that action somehow made up for the irresponsibility of the others.

"I don't doubt that you can," he growled.

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She liked the biting, she had no idea why, but it made her groan and arch her body against his, nails tightening briefly on his hip. God, what was wrong with her? She leaned up on her elbows to watch him slide the condom on, trying not to look too obvious about it. Which was more or less beside the point by now, but still...

She sat up, sliding her hand around his neck so she could pull those warm lips towards hers, pull him down against her as she ran her foot along the back of his calf. "Think I'm ready when you are." She sealed her lips against his, kissing him for all she was worth.

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Aidan liked the look she gave him, making him even more aroused, if that was even possible at this point. It seemed like they were perfectly in synch for this, both of them wanting it badly and just as into it as the other.

He kissed her back with equal passion, as if they were intensifying each others energy. He guided himself to her slit, teasing her clit for just a moment with the head of his cock before he thrust into her. He pressed himself all the way into her, not fast but strong, groaning as he felt her slide around him. It was like electric velvet, moving against him and he arched his back when he was full in her, staying still for a moment to fully feel her around him.

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Rachel cursed against his lips when he teased her, so close to what she wanted and yet not there yet. There was an ache inside her that she wanted filled, and while the emotional one was a lost case for the moment, the physical one? That he could do. That she wanted him to do.

"Aidan!" She gasped when he finally slid inside her, wincing a little as she felt her body shift and spread to accept him. There wasn't pain, just pressure, delicious, needed pressure and her hips shifted automatically to help him. "God, Aidan..."

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"Perfect, Rachel," he groaned. And it was, for that moment, for what he needed and wanted, it was perfect. The way she felt and moved was everything that he wanted and more, it was like she could read his mind.

Arching his hips, he ground against her, slow and hard to start. He wanted to go faster, to give everything he got but he forced himself to hold back just a bit, build it up for just a short while before completely letting go.

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Perfect didn't cover it for Rachel, powerful was closer to the truth as she felt him rolling into her, pressing her into the bed beneath them, pressing inside her. She tied to move with him, finding the rhythm that their bodies wanted, hips sliding together, arms wrapping around Aidan's body. She wanted him to move with her, through her, push her past her limit to something... more.

"Not... not gonna break." She nipped at his neck as she spoke low against his skin, voice heavy with her own need. If she was going to do this crazy thing, she wanted to do it.

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"Are gonna have to learn patience," Aidan grunted, pulling almost all the way out before slamming back in. As much as he loved her touching him, Aidan wanted this to be about her for a moment, for her to focus on nothing but taking him in. He twisted and grabbed her arms, pinning her hands above her head before he kissed her again, crushing his lips against hers.

He ground his hips against her again, slamming into her for a short while before slowing down again in what was agonizing torture for him. Each movement against her was pure bliss, the heat and the friction almost too much to bare but too good not to make last.

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Rachel gave a sharp cry of pleasure as she felt him ramming back into her, jolting her to her very core. It was harsh and it was hard and it was wrong in all the right ways and the feeling didn't stop when he pinned her. She writhed beneath him, pulling at his grasp but not quite trying to break it, more like she was testing it.

Her moans were caught by Aidan's kiss, and as she kissed him back she stopped fighting. When his thrusts slowed, she bit back her growl of frustration and focused on him, the slide in and out of her body, the shift of his weight against he. Bringing her leg up, Rachel looped it over his hip as she shifted to move with him.

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They fell easily into rhythm, and while his body had screamed for an uncontrolled release, once they started moving in synch it was amazing. He felt her hips grind up into him and he forcefully pushed back down against her. She felt hot and slick against him as he thrust into her over and over, each movement causing his body to pulse more and more in pleasure.

He got lost in it, the movements and the sensation, there was nothing in the world but the two of them and the pleasure they were giving each other. His grip on her wrists tightened a bit as he began to pick up speed, thrusts faster and more forceful now, cock pounding at her almost wildly as he began to lose a grip on his control, slipping into abandon.

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It was like some of her worst fantasies come to life, pinned, teased and now fucked like she'd never been before. And she couldn't help but want more, more of him, exciting her nerves inside and out with his rough movements, driving her closer and closer to her own oblivion. Each thrust eased the ache she felt just a little more, replacing it with pleasure.

"Aidan!" Hissing with the slight pain of his grip, Rachel arched beneath him, pulling at her arms again, desperate for something to hold onto as he sped up, pushing at her harder, making her cry out for more. Rachel couldn't even remember what she was saying, but she could feel her body responding in ways she'd never expected, hitching against his hips, trying to drive him deeper inside her. She could feel herself tighten, pressing ever closer to him so she could feel the slide of his skin over hers, another sensation to add to the others already building to a crest.

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Aidan didn't know who was more into this, Rachel or himself. Dominance in the bedroom wasn't really something he normally got off on, usually his partners were food, so dominance just came naturally. What he was getting off on though was how Rachel was responding, the more she loved him being forceful the more he loved down it. He shifted his hands so that his fingers were twined in her instead of gripping her wrists, changing the amount of contact minimally, but right now he wanted to touch her as much as possible.

"Want more of you," he grunted, slamming into her over and over again. He could feel his orgasm building and he struggled to hold it off as long as possible. Aidan could tell she was close and wanted to feel her release. She already felt so good, tight and wet along his cock as he pounded her that he could barely stand it. His hips thrust erratically as he began to lose control, almost animalistic and brutal in his need to feel himself thrust up into her again and again.