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[August 30th, 2011]
She'd been spending a lot of time at the waterfall lately. The rave was over, but Rachel could still feel the tremble of the bass under her skin. The hangover was past, but she could still feel the pain of guilt and confusion. She had just wanted to have some fun, let loose for a night and now she was starting to think that she'd ruined one of her closest friendships here on the island.
Not to mention opened herself up to an entirely new avenue of sexuality she'd never considered before.
But at the heart, she thought the sexuality thing wasn't even the important part. Well it was important, but she knew eventually it would take care of itself. She'd just never thought of it before, was all and was trying not to think about it now. The really important part was that she was pretty sure her best friend would never speak to her again and that hurt Rachel more than she wanted to admit. So Gabrielle maybe had a little crush on her? So had Alistaire Stuart, and they'd managed to stay friends, but lately Gabby wasn't even talking to her and that made things worse. She couldn't repair, or work on, or even talk about their friendship if Gabby wouldn't even see her.
Standing on the edge of the cliff and looking down, Rachel wondered if things really had been simpler back home. Kill Gabriel. Kill the bastards that had killed her family. Sleep with Korvus, who loved her and she... she loved him. At least she was pretty sure she did. The longer she was here, the more she started to doubt that. And did that mean she'd taken advantage of him? Had she taken advantage of Gabby? She didn't want to think that she had. she didn't want to admit that her loneliness combined with the alcohol and drugs and... she'd just gone too far.
But if she couldn't talk to Gabby... she couldn't work it out. God, was there anything Rachel could do right? She looked down at the rolling water and debated with herself before deciding that ultimately, she couldn't make a decision today. If Gabby wouldn't talk to her, she couldn't make amends. And she wasn't home so she couldn't sort things out with Korvus. All she had was today and a deep pool of water just begging to be dove into. Which is what she did, diving with almost perfect accuracy to the center of the pool, trusting that it was deep enough for the dive.
It was, but as Rachel surfaced she realized that diving from such heights had it's disadvantages. Like stripping the tops of bikinis off one's body. Looking around, Rachel tried to see where her top had gone, or if she was going to end up rushing home with her hands as her only modesty.
She'd been spending a lot of time at the waterfall lately. The rave was over, but Rachel could still feel the tremble of the bass under her skin. The hangover was past, but she could still feel the pain of guilt and confusion. She had just wanted to have some fun, let loose for a night and now she was starting to think that she'd ruined one of her closest friendships here on the island.
Not to mention opened herself up to an entirely new avenue of sexuality she'd never considered before.
But at the heart, she thought the sexuality thing wasn't even the important part. Well it was important, but she knew eventually it would take care of itself. She'd just never thought of it before, was all and was trying not to think about it now. The really important part was that she was pretty sure her best friend would never speak to her again and that hurt Rachel more than she wanted to admit. So Gabrielle maybe had a little crush on her? So had Alistaire Stuart, and they'd managed to stay friends, but lately Gabby wasn't even talking to her and that made things worse. She couldn't repair, or work on, or even talk about their friendship if Gabby wouldn't even see her.
Standing on the edge of the cliff and looking down, Rachel wondered if things really had been simpler back home. Kill Gabriel. Kill the bastards that had killed her family. Sleep with Korvus, who loved her and she... she loved him. At least she was pretty sure she did. The longer she was here, the more she started to doubt that. And did that mean she'd taken advantage of him? Had she taken advantage of Gabby? She didn't want to think that she had. she didn't want to admit that her loneliness combined with the alcohol and drugs and... she'd just gone too far.
But if she couldn't talk to Gabby... she couldn't work it out. God, was there anything Rachel could do right? She looked down at the rolling water and debated with herself before deciding that ultimately, she couldn't make a decision today. If Gabby wouldn't talk to her, she couldn't make amends. And she wasn't home so she couldn't sort things out with Korvus. All she had was today and a deep pool of water just begging to be dove into. Which is what she did, diving with almost perfect accuracy to the center of the pool, trusting that it was deep enough for the dive.
It was, but as Rachel surfaced she realized that diving from such heights had it's disadvantages. Like stripping the tops of bikinis off one's body. Looking around, Rachel tried to see where her top had gone, or if she was going to end up rushing home with her hands as her only modesty.
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Date: 2011-08-31 03:44 am (UTC)"Would you like it better if the shirt was on the floor and we skipped the drink?" She backed away, playing with the cotton hem as she moved closer to her bedroom.
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Date: 2011-08-31 04:11 am (UTC)"I think I would definitely prefer that," he said, moving toward her with a predatory look in his eyes that he didn't bother to hide. He wanted her to know how hungry for this he was, how wild she was driving him and how very badly he wanted to fuck her over and over.
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Date: 2011-08-31 04:44 am (UTC)With slightly shaking hand, she opened the drawer for the condoms she'd tossed in there after the rave, realizing that sooner or later she would, eventually, bring someone back here and even she wasn't that reckless. Not when everything was so up in the air and she still wasn't sure what the hell she was doing.
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Date: 2011-08-31 04:55 am (UTC)Aidan moved up behind her and wrapped his arms around her, kissing along her neck as his hands slid up her body to grasp her breasts, squeezing as he pressed his hips against her backside. God she felt amazing, her body was absolutely perfect and he wanted to feel as much of it as he could for as long as he could.
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Date: 2011-08-31 05:22 am (UTC)Rachel could feel every inch of him pressed against her skin and she pressed back. If he was expecting any resistance, she was way far past giving any and she turned in his arms to capture those lips with her own, reaching to pull him as close as she could.
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Date: 2011-08-31 05:33 am (UTC)One hand moved up her back, burying itself in her hair to keep her lips close while the other moved her hip, gently pressing as he stepped forward and pushed her back against the wall. He wanted her right there, pressed against him, every inch of her body contouring to his as his lips and tongue tasted her, sending a shiver down his spine at the wild sensations it brought.
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Date: 2011-08-31 06:01 am (UTC)Pressing back against him, Rachel ran her hands over his back and lower, feeling the hard muscles moving under his skin. Moaning softly, she hitched her leg up over his hip, grinding back against his arousal. "Aidan..."
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Date: 2011-08-31 02:43 pm (UTC)A hand slid up between them to roughly palm her breast, brushing a thumb across her nipple as he began to kiss lower. His lips lightly sucked along her throat and his teeth nipped against the tender skin as he began to let his desires run free.
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Date: 2011-08-31 10:56 pm (UTC)Fingers run along his neck, not impeding, but just feeling. The texture of his hair, the smoothness of skin every little detail seared on her brain as he drew out little gasps and shocks with his lips. And all she could do was arch against him, press herself closer to those hands and mouth.
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Date: 2011-09-01 12:21 am (UTC)Both hands moved up to her breasts and he tweaked her nipples before his mouth followed where his fingers were, head craning down to kiss and nibble across the firm flesh of her breasts. His hands moved to her hips, gripping tightly, as if the intensity of his need and desire could be conveyed with force.
"God your body is amazing..."
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Date: 2011-09-01 02:08 am (UTC)"Aidan..."
The warm heat on her breasts made her smile, sighing at the feeling and she looked down at him, teasing her. She lowered her head to press a kiss to his hair, breathing in the scent of him as she felt his hands dig in, almost hard enough to bruise.
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Date: 2011-09-01 02:48 am (UTC)He continued to kiss down her body, not lingering overly long on her breasts, he didn't want to stimulate them too much so early on. He slid to his knees, nibbling just a bit at her toned stomach before nipping harder at the hollow of her hips, sucking at the skin there while sliding a hand up between her legs.
"I love how you say my name."
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Date: 2011-09-01 03:17 am (UTC)"Really?" She reached down to run her fingernails over his scalp, almost holding her breath as his hand slid ever closer to her sex, where her ache was the strongest and where she really wanted some contact. Her hips shifted to his touch and she had to bite back a moan of anticipation, almost holding her breath. "Keep it up and I think you'll hear it again."
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Date: 2011-09-01 04:31 am (UTC)"I certainly hope so," he said, smirking as he glanced up at her briefly before sliding down lower between her legs. He let his tongue draw a long, slow line up her slit before swirling around the hard nub of her clit, humming low in pleasure.
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Date: 2011-09-01 04:48 am (UTC)"Please, Aidan..." She settled on pleading as she felt the heat of his breath and the rough edge of her tongue on her folds, and again when he reached that tight bundle of nerves. "That feels so good."
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Date: 2011-09-01 05:14 am (UTC)He repeated the action again, slightly faster this time, while simultaneously moving one hand up to grip her breasts again. His tongue flicked against her clit while he pinched at her nipple. He wanted her to feel so much, to get lost in all the sensations that were happening and that he was giving her.
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Date: 2011-09-01 05:30 am (UTC)It was hard, but she tried to keep from gripping him too tightly, even as she gasped at the added sensation from his fingers. She whispered his name even as she arched her back in pleasure.
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Date: 2011-09-01 05:58 am (UTC)And he loved that she was getting into it with her all. She wasn't holding back, he could feel her giving herself over to the pleasure and how much she was enjoying it, which only made him more eager.
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Date: 2011-09-01 06:13 am (UTC)She could feel it starting, threatening to take her over and she pulled lightly at his short hair with a gasp. Each slip inside her, each gentle rub pushed her further and further until she could barely say his name again.
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Date: 2011-09-01 06:46 am (UTC)The constant pressure against her clit made her groan and gasp anew as she arched against him again, feeling the switch and fingers now working inside of her, hard and sliding against her walls. She knew she didn't have much left, that she only needed a little more before she broke and it wasn't long before he found what he was looking for and the pressure inside her spiked.
Crying out Aidan's name, her body twitched and clenched around him as she came, the pleasure completely taking her over, whiting out her vision as she let go of everything. And for the moment, she knew absolute peace.
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Date: 2011-09-01 07:09 am (UTC)He loved the feeling, knowing he brought his partner so much pleasure. He loved that on the island, that feeling was untainted by the desire to feed. Aidan wanted nothing more than to fuck Rachel as much and as long as he could, to bring them both to bliss over and over again, and it was almost more than he could handle.
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Date: 2011-09-01 09:21 am (UTC)"You've... done this a few times, haven't you?" She chuckled lightly, bringing her other hand to join the first, feeling the hair under her fingers. "Can't wait to see what other ideas you have."
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Date: 2011-09-01 04:12 pm (UTC)"It's... not my first time," he reassured her, chuckling low before pulling back and running a hand through her hair. "And I think you're going to like what I have in mind."
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Date: 2011-09-02 01:10 am (UTC)She ran a hand over the front of his hip, reaching between them to wrap her fingers around his arousal, loving the feeling of him heavy and hard against her palm as she started to stroke him lightly. "Tell me, better yet show me. Make it so I can't think anymore, Aidan. I don't want to think anymore." That was the whole point of this, wasn't it? Find someone, screw them until she couldn't focus enough to think about all the stupid crap she'd done lately.
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